All of my memories keep you near. In silent moments, imagine you'd be here. All of my memories keep you near. Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Archive for March, 2011

….. I dunno LOL

Yes, this is the craziest time ever of mine !!!

8 months ago I decided to go study abroad after my dad said he wants me to go. Yeah that’s great! I love to :x Then I got my TOEFL degree, yes that’s my luck because I didn’t prepare anything for the test. This spring I’ve become an official student of HCC. Life seems so wonderful!

3 days before the Tet holiday, my uncle has died in a serious accident. 3 weeks later, my family got another bad new. My grandma got cancer. Doctors said that my grandma cannot be cured because it’s too late. Now she has only a few days left. What can we do huh? Death is too easy!

My bf and I just broke up. Without saying any “goodbye” words, we all know :) I asked myself: “What is love?” then I answered myself: “It’s a joke!” :)) haha really? I don’t know! Our love is not a joke. Easy come, easy go. That’s it :) There’s no light at the end of this road!

Recent days, my “1st love” wants me to come back to him, he wants to rebuild our relationship. We used to love each other passionately for 4 years. I know he still loves me :( I know there are too much terrible things I’ve done :( I know my friends will be crazy :( I know my mom will be mad :( I know there are too much obstacles!!! But I don’t know what to do!!! The truth is, he is the one that I cannot forget :(

AAAAA I’m goin crazyyy because of meeee >”<


~ Someone ~

“You will meet three persons in your life. The first person is the one that you love most, the second is the one who loves you most, and the third is the one you spend the rest of your life with. Sadly, these people are not usually the same person. The one you love most doesn’t love you. The one who loves you most is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.”

I’ve read this one when I met you a few years ago. And now I see it again and oh no I don’t want to say these words, but it painfully reminds me of you :(

I found your blog and read the entry that you wrote about me. There’re lots of things between us, we know that.

I still remember things that I promised but I destroyed all. I lead you on and then I let you down. I hurt you. I know.

Do you hate me?

Years go by, you and I have changed. Now I see you’re smiling again. I know you’re happy. And of course, you completely forgot me. Thank God for giving you all these good things!

OK just stop here.

~ Just write down what I think and then forget it all ~